Hontou no Kimochi (My True Feelings)

日本モード:

私はとても孤独今である。罪があり、無感覚。私は信頼に何をすればいいか知らない。私は実際に自分自身を知らない。

私はなぜ前にと異なっている感じるか。幸せがある理由の多くがあるけれども私はこの孤独に残る。

私はそれに耐えることができない。それは私を... 傷つける

 

한국 형태:

나는 이렇게 고독하다 지금. 유죄와 마비되는. 나는
신망에 무엇을 하기 위하여 모른다. 나는 조차
진짜로 모른다.

나는 왜 전에보다는 다른가 느끼는가? 행복한
있는 이유의 제비 있는다 그러나 나는 이 고독안에 남아
있는다.

나는 그것을 품을. 그것은 나를... 낙상한다

 

中国方式:

我现在是很孤独的。有罪和麻木。我不知道什么做, 对信任。我真正地甚而不认识自己。

为什么我感到不同比以前? 有许多原因愉快我保留在这孑然。

أسلوب [أربيك]
:

أنا هكذا وحيدة حاليّا. مذنبة وخدرة. أنا لا أعرف ماذا أن يتمّ ، الذي إلى ثقة. يعرفبنفسي أنا حتّى لا حقّا.

لماذا أنا أشعر مختلفة من من قبل ؟ هناك حصص الأسباب أن يكون سعيدة مع ذلك يبقى أنا في هذا عزلة.

أنا يستطيع لا يحمل هو. هو آذىني…

TIme's Up!

Since my post is all about L-O-V-E aka Romance, I'll use a pink colored font this time.

I've been thinking about the status of my love life since Mid-2007. I encountered some lapses in judgment, and it led me to confusion. But then, things usually fluctuate; just as my heart is. It's just a weird thing about me now; for ever since I was introduced to this kind of thing, I hastily removed it from my system, consequently turning down suitors telling them I am absolutely not interested. Breaking hearts of men may become guilt-laden at times. Going back to my experiences, I never had a broken heart.

Being in a relationship as a newbie seemed fine. However, in my case, I still haven't forget about my crush or maybe "First Love" during the relationship. It haunts me and it makes me feel weirder. I don't know why, but that person, although we didn't share something in the past except being mere classmates, remained in my heart--- or in my mind.

Enrollment nanaman

Hay naku... bad trip! Bukas kelangan nanamang gumising ng maaga. I wonder kung ano nanamang pahirap ang mararanasan ko tomorrow.

Kasi naman di pa ko nkakakuha ng GE na MST! Kulang pa ko ng PE! Pano un? E wala na raw manual enlistment. Lahat computerized na ba, pati nga ung prerog e. Siguro magulo nanaman to ganyan naman talaga e. Makatapos kea akong magenrol? Sana naman no!

Asar.