Yet Another Someone… (originally posted at Multiply)

I'm back. And after a long time, I need to state what I've been recently feeling towards somebody.
The first time I met him was at the first Env Sci 1 class meeting. I didn't notice him yet when I was in the classroom because I felt really bad that my classroom has to be in the secluded Villadolid Hall. Anyway, inside the classroom, I didn't know anyone yet and I just sleepily and silently sat at the seat near the aisle of the classroom. The class continued, and I kinda enjoyed it. My parents were waiting for it to end, inside the car which has the same color with my blouse that day.
I hurriedly ran towards them for I did not want to stall time. I planned to pay for the ID fee at the cashier and tried to find out if I could have my picture taken that very day. Before I stepped inside our car, I talked to my mom. He was just behind me, and I can see him and his motorcycle. I ignored him at first but I had a short glance, and I hopped in the car. I then decided to look at him from the inside. With his helmet now on, I could only see his eyes that seemed to look my way too. I felt some instant attraction as I look at this guy with the red motorcycle. And we left.
The next meetings, I found myself slightly interested in him. I knew where he frequently sits. I could tell where he is, and I looked for him first thing in the morning when I arrived at class. Slowly, something made me look his way every time. The way he looks, dresses, and his slight smile or laugh whenever our professor tells his jokes. I knew that I sorta developed a crush on him.
I had never said anything to him so far, none at all. I could only gaze at him from my seat, and when our glances meet, I avoid it immediately.  Sometimes, I walk with him towards the door, and we have nothing to say. At a certain time, we were standing in front of the desk side by side as we ask for yellow pad from sir. Of course we barely knew each other. I just knew his name from the attendance sheet. I wonder if he bothered to know my name.
And then, a nickname was formed. I call him now "Motorsiklo Guy". As usual, it is my common attitude to be the silent one. I did tell a few people about this, I mean, A FEW... and it's harder again since here I go with the staring game again. Useless, right? But what can I do? I could only look at him... I know this won't get me any further.

♥SAGARA SOUSUKE♥

Sagara Sousuke-kun (Sergeant Sagara, Urzu-7...) is my "kakkoii shounen of the week". I've been watching Full Metal Panic and FMP Fumoffu lately and he's gotten to my mind. I like his stern attitude (military facade), skills (an ace AS pilot), cute  weirdness (drastic security measures at all times), stoic actions (the "kakkoii" factor), and finally his utterly handsome face. He might appear stupid about stuff which includes common sense for he thinks "the other way around" at times, but still he's kind and he's such a great guy. I wonder how will everything turn out when there's actually a Sagara-kun existing in this world, if I were to meet him personally.

Although his background is not clear and his uptight character is kinda annoying, when it comes to security, safety and protection against anything under the sun, he could be a guy to run to and he could be your knight in shining armor (most probably if you are "related" to him in a professional manner). His skills are the best, but he keeps a low profile maybe because he's still young and that.

Adding spice to his seemingly lonely life is  Chidori Kaname, creating much of the slapstick comedy in the series. Their relationship is quite rocky, more when Testarossa Teletha "Tessa" came into the scene. Anyway, they (Sousuke and Kaname) do care a lot about each other and that is well proven in the series FMP Fumoffu. I personally say that they look good together as a couple (and they should end up with each other although Tessa is SO CUTE).

Sousuke has rare smiling scenes in the first season, although it changed a bit in the Fumoffu (I guess,) and rare, CUTE blushing moments. The obviously "cool, calm, and collected" Sousuke changes at times especially when he's in a tight situation involving his superiors or with women (Kaname and Tessa). And for me, it makes him cuter ^^.

    

On one episode, much about his life was mentioned, and he seems to have it tough during his childhood. That is primarily the reason why he acts cold and seems to be indifferent at all times. He's oftenly misunderstood, belittled, and usually misinterpreted. Even though these things happen, he's still patient (although he lost control while fighting Gauron) especially among civillians.

Daisuki, Sagara Sousuke!!

Gorgeous for YOU

Lately, I've been watching several series and reading a lot of manga. One caught my eye, and it's the manga entitled "Special A". An anime version has just finished airing at Japan, and it rocked my small 12 inched PC screen. How gorgeous the guys of SA are... starting from my latest lovey-dovey TAKISHIMA KEI.

Coming next in the roster of cute guys is Tsuji Ryuu. Now that I mentioned him, I think he's the next coolest after Kei-kun. Even though ranked 7th while Kei is ranked 1st, he still has nice and some peculiar capabilities. He seems to have animal pheromone like Ruka-pyon of Gakuen Alice. He's good at housework and taking care of the twins Jun and Megumi is his forte.

Takishima Kei appeals to me most because he has OH-SO-KAKKOII characteristics, one being the silent and calculating, then this pestering guy, the caring brother and friend and of course the hopeless romantic guy in loved with Hikari for a long time.

Err gotta post later. ROBI appeared in MY GIRL again!

OH MY KEI...

I'm Lucky, Lucky, Oh So Lucky!

The title tells it all. Yeah. I earned some luck this week. :)

YAAAAY!!!


I wanna list everything here, but it would take so much of my time.

I have to do some things for the meantime.


\m/ Hahaha!

Excited!

*Insert the happiest smiley here*

OH YEAH!

I just came from my PE (Ballet) class, and we had an exam. So far not so good. Gah! French is not my forte! Hmn.

Earlier before that, I had one of my longest vacants in history. 3.5 hours. I didn't have fun at all, but I read an interesting story in a book entitled "Stories from South East  Asia" (something like that). The short story is entitled "Beauty Queen" written by an Indonesian author. The other story that I could recall is "Aton" written by a Filipino author (sorry I cannot recall your names, dear authors!).

And earlier that that is our tensing PA 11 1st reaction paper written in class. We had it on room 307. It's so nice there. I like the blue seats... anyway, earliest than the rest of those is something I wouldn't bother at all.

So, the title of this 96th post is "Excited" since I have reasons to be excited:

1. Exams are almost over. C-chan and I are about to see movies!



2. Romantic Princess ends, and ISWAK 2 is about to be shown on Philippine TV (take note: on weekdays!)



3. Our field trip on PA 11 is on August 11! :)) Woah can't help but get hyped by this.



4. Fairly OddParents special on August: Fairly Odd Baby!



5. Movies that are upcoming are way better than the Dark Knight in my perception. Honestly I do not like super hero films anymore. :P

So there you have it, or rather there I have it! Gotta go to my Stat 101 class now!

*Insert a grinning emoticon here*

Freeze!

This sucks.

I've wasted 3 DVD's already just to back up files. I really, really hate it. My PC froze, and so even though my DVD burner continues, the files aren't copied. Grrr...

どうして

I bet most of the people on net will see ?????'s on the title or header of this post, unless they have installed Japanese language packs on their respective browsers.

I was about to post something more interesting that this, but I must have forgotten what it was. Anyway, I am in the mood to recall stuff that had happened way back so I'm continuing this post with a narration more than 3 years ago.


More than 3 years ago, I do not understand what a blog is. I created one here in Friendster while I was randomly accessing the net facilities of Compass Internet at Robinsons Galleria, when it was still located near my review center for college admission exams. When asked for the URL, I thought of my recent Korean and Japanese crushes--the actors Lee Dong Gun, So Ji Sup, and Satoshi Matsuda respectively. Therefore, the url was this long: ldgsjssm. I myself could not recall it till this day.

For my first post, I posted the lyrics of my then favorite song entitled "Water Drop" sung by Ali Project. That song ran constantly on my mind, and I never thought that this blog thing has other purposes other than posting your favorite song. The other posts followed, and everything was just as nonsense as I thought it was. I told myself that no one bothers blog posts of any other person. So I posted and posted, not thinking of what I type. Later did I realize that it is accessible by the public. I know I could do something and delete posts or the whole thing, but I want archives of what I did, said and the like.

And now, after 3 years and roughly 2 months, I still could not figure out why I write (in) a blog. I want one concrete answer to that (question).

I guess I still have tons of time figuring that out.