Fridays

There’s this TGIF thingy about Fridays. Before, when I was in Elementary of High school, I do not quite agree with it. Why? Because simply I can’t get to see my friends (Elementary), my crush (High school) and I won’t have allowance (both). But now, I do believe that Fridays could be the best day of the week—especially for someone like me who has a 3-day no class every after Fridays.

A lot of things can be done during Fridays. Usually, my Fridays are reserved for the usual movie dates, whether it be with him or with one or more of my friends. Fridays can also make me go home earlier and spend the rest of the day with my marathons. Fridays can also mean that something should occur later in that day. I do not personally want to elaborate details.

Another thing about Fridays is the usual ending of doramas on TV or some local show. And of course, it’s the air day of one of my favorites on local TV- Bubble Gang. It has always been a ritual for me to watch it, especially the part of “Ang Spoiled” (where Bitoy plays the loser yaya and Ogie gets to play the brat Angelina).

Now that it’s Thursday, it gets me a bit excited for the clock to turn 12 AM later. It only means one thing.

Thank God it’s Friday… already. :D

Hana Yori Dango Final: The Movie

I could still remember the thrill and tears HYD 2 brought me when it had its TV finale- the 11th episode of the second season. This live action series surely brought the heck of fanaticism I had for Meteor Garden and even tripled it. The cast was outstanding, and of course, a Japanese comic book turned to a Japanese drama is just the right match. I do believe that the portrayal of the actors in the series really had the closest link to the original story and cast. It was a success, indeed.

A few months ago, last 2008, TBS finally released its cinematic finale—in the title HYD Final. This has been an intriguing finale for us fans and the like since this is the direct sequel to the wonderful series. A few trailers were watched out, and finally someone uploaded a subbed movie in Yahoo! Video—later on, it was compiled at MySoju.com.

I personally love fansubs release, but to have it solely posted on a streaming site made my watching of HYD the movie almost impossible. I hate streaming. In fact, I rather download that stream videos. For me, any video or film or series that appealed to me should be treasured forever—so in case I wanna watch it all over again, I have instant copy. And it also adds to my archives of past shows. That is why I desperately looked for torrents with subs, but to no avail.

I decided that my wait for it won’t be resolved by searching. And now, I decided to try the streams and watch them. But now, I’m bummed again since it’s LQ and has a low resolution. How I wish someone creates a torrent and sub or if possible, a DVD rip of this film. I know it’s piracy, but hey, who doesn’t turn to it nowadays? I’m pretty sure everyone who is an avid internet user has tried illegal downloading even for once in their net lives.

Same goes for the kapamilya teleseryes I’ve been wanting to have—however, I have the torrents but no seeders. I’ve been uploading to people and I can’t even increase my percentage of Sana Maulit Muli. Aw, it’s too terrible. Good thing, My Girl Pinoy Version has a sole seeder. I tried my best to “call out” to the seeders in iPmart, but no one responds. Last night, there has been one, but sadly it was ended only a few minutes after. My current level now is 1.5%. That is out of the 10 GB something total of the series. I’m so upset about it.

Oh well, here goes my online community. Till later. :D

283 Kisses

Because of a statement I made yesterday which includes a promise to someone, I am in debt of 283 kisses till Friday.

Confusing, eh? Only one person knows about this. Of course, it should be him. He started this whole thing. I reacted around a couple of times, and so here I am with that “debt”.

Anyway, I have to pay that one by one or else it will accumulate for the rest of my life. Haha, it appears to me as another of our childish “games” or maybe a bit of nonsense that we keep on playing. Something that has got to do with “denial” and “concealment”, and of course, of “LOVE” and “attraction”. Could also be involved with, believe it or not, seduction.

Wasn’t I tricked, you may ask. Certainly no. I just said some things that I kinda mean to say but then it appears to be not. Oh well, whatever the reason really was, this should be better done by Friday or else I’ll show the public some sort of affection display. Which is, by my understanding, not quite good.

So then, gotta go for now.

Oh yeah, my “little blue book” was finished earlier. No more blank pages! Yay me! Today marks the start for the next diary. :D Good thing I bought in advance.

And this day is the anniversary (2nd) of my lost 6610i Nokia mobile—and the anniversary also of the other 6610i we bought to replace that. :)

CUT

I was wondering why I have to announce this thing to my blog. Oh yes. I did it again—more like, “Oops! I did it AGAIN”, not making use of the Oops word since I intended to do so.

Anyway, sleep was 2 hours worth in the CAL Lib. It drowned the remaining time, thus making me spend meager 50 minutes (wow it’s almost an hour) scribbling on my personal pages. All my thoughts about someone and somebody came to being as I wrote every single detail. There is no doubt that anyone hasn’t read that darned blue notebook I’ve kept for almost 2 years. And I do hope that no one ever reads it. Because whatever it contains has my puny secrets and the biggest ones as well. It’s like my “little black book”.

Keeping something like that could be fun and dangerous as well. My ever-snooping and intervening mom would want to have that for herself, and trust me, all this time, she never had. I am best in keeping things to myself, and I tell you, only a few of my secrets are known to my family. Even the closest person to me (my boyfriend, maybe or my BFF(s) doesn’t even know some of them (I would personally believe that my boyfriend knows a heck of 85% of everything in that secret notebook).

The other secrets were surely kept, and long gone—resolved. That involves some jeopardy in my classes, the “F’s”, the “cuts”, and a little bit of perversion (did I just say that?). This little notebook’s notes really had the things I concealed and yet to be revealed for the years 2007 till start of 2009. I’ll call it “my precious” (quoting from LotR? Nah,).

Again, no one reads this blog from my family (or I just don’t know). And because of that, some people who turn to this (those who accidentally found it in Google) know something that they don’t know. I declare a lot of things about me here, not to mention some crushes’ exact names (because they might know). Anyhow, since no one seems to bother this, I’ll explicitly write their full names in order of addiction someday.

This is another of my “explosive” yet “unimportant to anyone” posts.

Don’t tell my parents. *laughs*

Multiply— the best blog, in terms of features

I have been using FS blog since May of 2005. And as of now, I have had a lot of posts which I do not certainly want to leave. Multiply made me import posts from other blogs of mine. Too bad that it cannot import from here.

So I decided that finally, I’ll have three official blogs. The LJ (Live Journal) one, this FS blog, and lastly the Windows Live Spaces. Multiply posts will remain as it is (as well as the merged ones) and it will only serve as storage. The three I’ve mentioned will be the updated ones.

The thing about Multiply is its interface. It’s so user- friendly and because of that, there would be less problems in uploads and the like. It’s so easy to use and to view. Plus, there seems to be a few traffic. There’s also the spell checker, and it makes my life easy again.

I will not say anything anymore since I’m writing this at a FS blog. Oh well, this then ends my post for tonight.

By the way, thanks to Windows Live Writer for having me use its software in order to write efficiently for my FS blog. It’s not that easy to setup (although I had problems when it comes to using Multiply here—meaning that’s its only fault by far besides unable to import FS posts). Thanks again for the wonderful app, Windows!

Anime Song of the Month (January)

slow- Yamato Nadeshiko Shichihenge OP song- sung by Kiyoharu

Original / Romaji Lyrics
English Translation

Ah kimi wo omou yoru wa, amaku kaoru kaze no naka ni
nagusameru you na yasashisa ga boku wo toorisugiru yo

Ah, on the nights that I think of you, in a sweetly smelling breeze,
A comforting kindness will pass through me

kimi ga iru to kikoeteta
uta ni natta waraikoe
kazaru kotoba nande nanimo nai
jikan wa tomatte SUROU de nagareteru

I could hear when you were there,
Laughter that turned into a song,
There were no elaborate words,
Time stops, and is flowing slowly

ima no boku wa kodoku to iu jiyuu sakara hagurete shimatta ato

Now I have opposed and strayed from the freedom called loneliness

itai hodo shitteru yo
kaiwa ga togirete shimattara, kanashii tte

I know just how painful it is
If a conversation is interrupted, it's sad...

ima no bokura wa, kuukyo to iu jinsei kara degakete shimatta ato

Now we've departed from the life called emptiness

Ah kimi wo omou yoru wa, amaku kaoru kaze no naka ni
fureatta koro no omokage ga boku wo sukou you ni
Ah kimi ga utau no nara haruka todoke kaze wo matotte
nagusameru you na yasashisa ga boku wo toorisugiru yo

Ah, on the nights that I think of you, in a sweetly smelling breeze,
Traces of you from the time we touched save me
Ah, if you sing, it will be carried to me, wrapped in the distant wind
A comforting kindness will pass through me

hanareta tte heiki da ne

When we were apart it was okay, wasn't it?

omoide wa iroasenai

Our feelings won't fade

Ah, kimi wo omou yoru wa, amaku kaoru kaze no naka de
kieru riyuu mo nai omokage ga boku wo sukou you ni
Ah ashita ki ga tsuitara, imi wo ushinau kotoba wa atta?
tsuketashita you na ayamachi ga boku ni katarikakeru yo
Ah ano hi onaji yume ga ima wa tooi kaze no naka ni
dakedo kimi no mirai, shiawase ga zutto tsuzuku you ni
Ah kimi yo utaeru nara, wazuka todoite kage wo nutte
nagusameru you na yasashisa ga kokoro, toorisugiru yo

Itoshisa wo boku ni kizamitsukeru yo

Ah, on the nights that I think of you, in a sweetly smelling breeze,
There isn't a disappearing reason, traces of you save me,
Ah, if I come to myself tomorrow, have the words lost meaning?
If the mistakes that added up spoke to me,
Ah, our shared dreams from those days are now in the distant wind,
But your future and happiness will go on forever,
Ah, if you can sing to me, I'll go towards your image that reaches me just a little,
A comforting kindness will pass through my heart.

Translated and transliterated by Anyaaa

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2009

Yeah, it has come. The year that will mark my 20th year in life. My most impoprtant year in school. The year that I thought would start my misfortunes because of the abundant year 2008. Well, what would happen? No one knows.

A lot had happened when the year started. :)

I'm not telling what had happened.